It really makes me sad that I so badly want to believe in something spiritual like a higher power or God, but the fear of burning in a lake of fire for yeternity for being happily in love with an incredible woman keeps me from doing so. I believe in being a good person and obeying the law and not doing fucked up shit and can EVEN respect not using the Lord’s name in vein (as it is offensive to many), but I definitely do not believe in many things that the bible insinuates myself and others would go to hell for because it’s considered a “sin”. In my opinion it’s just judgemental and makes absolutely no sense why half of the “sinful” things listed in the bible and also believed by many Christians are sincerely in their minds considered bad or immoral, or even just flat out horrifying or bizarre. Am I the crazy one or do I have a little better head on my shoulders? Rant over, sorry late-night web lurkers.

i can’t get enough of stalking pro-ana and thinspo before-and-after pictures and i don’t know whether i wanna get skinnier and work out from the inspiration or eat a shit ton and mope because i don’t look that fucking awesome asdfghjkl my life